hi guys here is the thing, every time i have a blackout i always start to think the famous what if... recently my what if is what if i had sex with a girl without a condom. Even if there was no girls or if there were and the girl said to me that nothing happend i always get in doubt. till time passed by i start to realize that it couldnt happend. But whay worries me the most is that las friday i had another black out and i reemember going out of a restaurant and going to a gas station i remember that i park in the pregnant space and there was a lot of people drinking out of the gas, i bought 2 beers and a pack of sigars, not reemember going to that bathroom, then i went out and there was 3 guys drinking beside my car, so a went for a little chat, then i reemember leave without any trouble to a friend house. so here is the thing, next morning i saw my celphone and i took pics of me in the bathroom of the gas (as far as i can see) it was only me, i do that most of the time (taking pics for see if im to drunk) then i the thought apears, what if someone raped me WTF!! i had no pain at all, no blood no nothing, well the only thing is that i have a hemorrhoid that i think i have it days before. My buddy told me that i call him right after i leave the gas and i told him that i was jocking with some dudes and i bought them a beer so i obviously nothing happend. but i have those obsessive thoughts please help