So today it has been one week. In fact one week ago was a very bad night, one where I woke up the next morning and said that this has to stop for so many reasons. Today was harder than yesterday, but I did not drink. The next few days, weeks are going to be a challenge. I just wish I could be a social drinker!!!!! I know, I have the "crazy gene" I call it. I get alcohol in my system and want to go 100 mph ahead til I'm falling over, the majority of the time. I have been toying in my mind today, maybe once I hit a year sober and then go to two drink max rule that will work.... None of you even have to comment cause I know it's the crazy in me that is toying with never having a drink again. I'm thinking more about finding an AA group somewhat close to home to go to. Today was a day where I can actually say that I craved it. Home with the kids, stressed out. I swear there was something inside me that I just can't explain, but I wanted to drink. Going to the grocery store and walking past the alcohol really sucked too! I wish things were different. :(
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