Hi. I'm an 18 year old female in my senior year of high school. At the end of last year, I began to have trouble breathing in school. I felt as if my lungs could not get enough air, to a point where I was gasping for breath and had to go home several times. Even when I am not gasping, it feels like a constant, tiresome struggle to try to fill my lungs to a capacity that feels comfortable. I have found that lying down often helps (but not always), but it often starts up again when I get up. I have been tested for asthma and allergies, but I apparently don't have either. Despite this, I have tried asthma medication, which, as I suppose could be expected, did nothing for me.
I am pretty in shape and I try to run every day. Despite my condition, I can usually still run, although my inability to fill my lungs is very annoying and I think often inhibits me from running for as long and as far as I might would able to without the condition. It usually doesn't stop me from sleeping (although some severe cases have), but it often starts up again as soon as I wake up.
I will admit, that I am an anxious person. My father has a similar condition (but it is also connected to his heart palpitations, which I don't have), which started around the same age as it did with me. He tells me that it is all due to anxiety and that I just need to calm down and try not to focus on my breathing and gasp so much, because that will only make it worse. And although my shallow breathing does consistently start up in places and situations that make me anxious, such as school, it also starts up in situations where I feel perfectly fine, even happy...Like when I am laughing with my friends or watching a movie. Because of this, I find it hard to accept that my condition is purely due to anxiety. I have been told that it must be do to a "latent anxiety" that I must not be aware of. I find this "diagnosis" to be completely ridiculous and frustrating beyond belief. I'm not aware of my own state of mind?
Even as I type this, I am having trouble filling my lungs.
It doesn't visibly cripple me, but sometimes I really feel like I am being pecked to death by a duck...
If anyone has any suggestions or information to share, I would be eternally grateful. I'm getting less patient with this condition by the day.