sooo angry!

im just angry person, most days im happy, but something, anything will happen and i just flip out!...anything someone can say something in a weird way and i get angry.... when i get angry my ears turn bright red, and i need to break something, it doesnt matter what. my phone, remote control, anything that will have a effect when i throw it. i wake up angry some mornings, and when im tired forget about it!..... i noticed my mom is such a damn negative person. dont know if that has something to do with my anger, my boyfriend tells me all the time. i just dont know what to do about it.... i just wanna be left alone when im angry, and even that doesnt seem to help. to be honest the only thing that makes me calm down is smoking weed.

i dont know why im so angry, i remember a good child hood. i just cant figure it out

[April2]

Are you very hard on yourself? Like a perfectionist? Because I've found people who are very hard on themselves struggle with anger. My adult son sometimes lashes out and I know he's a perfectionist. He's sooo hard on himself! He had a good childhood too.

Another thing I've heard is anger is suppressed depression coming out. Do you think you could be depressed?