I have had anxiety issues going on for a few years. Despite CBT treatment and medication, I always find something to be the cause of my anxiety. This time around its STIs. Despite not having sex with a random hook up and only kissing and receiving protected oral sex, I have a great fear of having contracted something. Every body sensation raises my fear and as you can imagine, I feel strange sensations in my penis. (no discharge, no warts).
So yes, I know that rationally, I am not infected but that isn't stopping my mind from manifesting various symptoms that are taking away the qualify of life I could be enjoying.
Advice, anyone? Doctor is not an option at the moment.