Anxiety Of having hiv

[Youffa]

Please help...I had a handjob from a massage worker when she felt like she was rubbing my pre *** down my uretha hole but I didnt have my eyes opn so didnt see what she had on her hands (vaginal fluid/blood). Since that day I have constant  fear of having Hiv.Its all i think about ,the fear of dying and losing my children. I have pains in my right leg and constant pins and needles. I have a sore throat and ulcer. Cant get it out of my mind

[Youffa]

thank you for responding

[Life360_Dave]

Its called guilt!.You did something that would jepordize your family. You had a good time but good times are fleeting moments. Your living the result of a bad desicion. its only guilt thats bothering you and nothing more. Its over and just go on with your life as some people really have HIV.