My confidence is low aaswell as my self esteem, I can't keep eye contact with anyone, not even family members, I choke every time I do, I feel emotional, my face turns red and it's a pathetic feeling. Mine happens when I talk to people and sometimes randomly. Very rarely I feel normal and can do anything from singing in public to talking to random people. But mostly I feel very down for no apparent reason, I need help, it is affecting me. Also I have been through a lot mentally and physically.