Hi there folk,
I am going to visit my Mom today and we are driving for 10 hours. I am excited but also getting very anxious. I am so afraid my heart is going to start skipping, or lately I have been getting the "heavy" feeling on my chest, and feel like something is in my throat, can't breathe properly......I think I am working myself up BECAUSE of the trip. Anway, I am nervous, but I want to enjoy this time with my family and my kids are so excited to see some snow (we live down South and are traveling to the midwest). I just want to be okay. I can actually feel me making myself sick. i.e. dizzy, breathing fast, almost wanting to cry....but why? I feel like a basket case! It's almost like when you get real excited and you're happy, but with me I act like I am afraid to be hapyy-go figure. Just needed to vent, thanks!