I've been suffering from bouts of anxiety recently after finding out my parents are getting divorced. Things started getting serious a week ago after I had a panic attack and began to feel increasingly anxious and worried that my psychological/emotional condition would continue to deteriorate. I recently saw a psychiatrist, who prescribed Ativan (Lorazepam) to help with the anxiety. I did a bit of extra research, though, and it seems as if this drug can be very addictive and withdrawal symptoms quite severe. I also heard it can induce depression, which I think I may also have a mild case of, and even suicidal thoughts. I desperately want my anxiety issues to go away and currently see no end in sight to my difficulties, which is why I'm worried that if I start taking this, I might become overdependent.
I don't have a history of substance abuse, but I feel like I can have some addictive tendencies like excessive amounts of blogging that interferes with my schoolwork and chronic procrastination (which has necessitated time management counseling). Generally, I want to know if this is a safe drug to use and something that won't cause any long-term damage. If anyone has any personal experience or knowledge about this drug, please share.
And for the sake of background information, I'm a 19 year old half-white/half-Asian male college student.
Thanks for your help!