I have Borderline Personality Disorder with Post Traumatic Stress and Severe Anxiety. I'm on Geodon, Lexapro, and Nurontin. I have been fired or had to quit several jobs because of this disorder. I just simply can't hold down a job. I want to apply for disability but am afraid to for fear of going through that long process and paper work and telling people that I can't work at the age of 28. I'm afraid of being turned down and having no way to support myself. I live with my Fiance who takes care of me as best he can, but it's not enough. We keep running out of money before he gets paid again. Our families help as best they can, but it's a strain on them as well. We can't live like this forever, but I can't hold down a job either, I just don't know what to do! Please, anybody, if you know something I can do, let me know.