You sound almost just like me!
I'm always curious!
I'm not so suspicious about things.
I do like knowing what my family members are doing! But we are all so very close! So through out the day, I call my mom, dad, brother, sister... just to say "whats up? how ya doing? what's mom up to?" But we also live in the same town... so we are very very close.
I get lightheaded ALOT when I'm having anxiety. And even sometimes when I'm not having anxiety.
I can concentrate at work... but do have harder times concentrating... like I go blank alot.. and if I'm having anxiety... I def. can't concentrate worth a hoot!
I'm very forgetful! lol.
and my NUMBER ONE SYMPTOM!
..... IS butterflies in the stomach!!!! OH MY GOSH! I have them ALL DAY! ALMOST EVERYDAY!!! AND I DON'T KNOW WHY!!!! ITS A WORRYFUL FEELING IN MY STOMACH... NOT GOOD BUTTERFLIES... BAD BAD BUTTERFLIES LOL.
So... you are NOT ALONE!
Sounds like you are a little obsessive compulsive? which isnt a bad thing, I think everyone is a little OCD to an extent... And sounds like you are having a little anxiety.
If it's really really bad where you cannot cope with it, go see a doctor... or even a therapist.
Alot of the time, most of the time, it's our thinking process... you feel the way you think. If you are suspicious of your hubby.... then you will feel "paranoid?"
Keep in touch with us here at the forum! If you need to chat! Hit me up!
I bet you get to feeling back to the old you soon. =)
PEACE OUT. =)
sounds to me like you could have trust issues bringing on anxiety...