Hi, all - Thanks to everyone for their supportive and informative posts - I am new here, and just finding my way. At some point, I will, hopefully, be assisting others on these boards. But for now, I'm in need. I don't have a lot of outside support, and therefore, am pretty isolated. In Nursegirl's response to my last request for meds info, it came out that meds can take 4-6 weeks or so to 'kick in.'
I am struggling with the ability to eat solid food, and on my best day I managed a Grilled Cheese sandwich; on my worst day, I struggled mightily with stuffing and mashed potatoes, having a 'fight or flight' reaction, where I ended up running out of the house and calling my shrink. Awful. Since those early days 2 months ago, I've been taking 1/4 an Ativan about 1/2 hour before dinner, every night, and it's been helpful. However, in the past few days, I've been struggling anew - not as bad as before, but have had a couple of tough meals, which were just stuffing and potatoes. I was trying to introduce peas as I am Veg starved (ideas, anyone?), but it was a no-go. (I also have a lot of dental issues so my eating is already affected anyway.)
I am facing a very stressful several weeks coming up where I will not have my usual family supoprt person available, and I'll have to get through that time on my own. Does anyone have any ideas as to how to prepare for this? I have made therapy appointments, so there's that. But I am most concerned right now with the idea of trying a new psychiatric Med and having to deal w/ that alone for the first few weeks. I fear having a reaction or something and being alone. As is probably the case with others with anxiety / fears similar to mine, my doctor, while a wonderful person who has been supportive, has a limit as to how much contact / reassurance he can provide that is not directly related to a specifc physical problem he can treat. I do not have the kind of work I can just 'not do' for a while while I deal with my mental health issues. I need to try and plan as much as possible, ahead, so I will know what to do. I realize this may sound cryptic / weird, but I don't want to put a lot of personal info on the internet. Comments welcomed and appreciated. Thanks.