HIV anxiety - HELP

This is my problems, and had been answered by the experts.

http://www.medhelp.org/posts/HIV-Prevention/mouthwash-and-deep-kissing/show/1009345

But I still scared. I don't know why. I know I have no risk.

This is the most embarrassing part, last night I watch TV and watch a movie, that tells a story about a man who is a HIV positive.

And I am going paranoid again, and thinks that movie is talking to me about HIV problem.

Help me to get past this. I need your support. Thanks, really.

[worriedwell250]

I am no HIV expert but in a very similar situation. All I can tell you is that kissing is "NO RISK" (remember froma doctor's forum as well). DO NOT LET anxiety overtake you it can be very severe. Belive on what you have been told in the HIV forum and move on.

[worriedguy87]

Have you read my thread ? Thanks for your support.

I need you to make me sure that I don't need to think about the movie I saw. It is just a coincidence.

Geez, I am such an embarrassing. Sorry.

[worriedwell250]

I know what you are talking. It happens to me all the time when I see a mention of HIVAIDS in a movie/conversation. This is a very mental thing. Thats why I was tellling you not to let these things overtake you.

[worriedguy87]

Thank you for your response. It really helps me out.

The same thing goes to you. Don't let all this anxiety overtake us. :)

Can we keep on contact in this thread ? It seems like we can support each other here.

I love this forum ! They only talk about facts.

[cj29]

You may have already stated this, but are you seeing a therapist for your anxiety?  As you know health anxiety can be very debilitating and can spiral out of control if it is not confronted.  Quite often it can manifest in different ways and needs to be dealt with in my experience.  Keep working at it..you will get through it.  

[complete_record]

no, i have not seeing a therapist for this. do you think i should ? have you read my thread up there ? what do you think ? thanks

[complete_record]

btw, i forgot to mention that, yes i've changed my account. im no longer worriedguy87, because i really want to put all this behind me. i hope you guys understand.

[worriedwell250]

You know what all the time there is something or the other that I have to keep fighting.Post Nasal Drip/burning skin/Allegy like Rhinitis/Some Watery Eyes/Foliculitis/Joint pains (seems endless). I was told no need for a test and I was way too scared for the test thinking it will be positive only. Somehow got tested, Happy for two days but got panicy with the word HIV and its back again. Now thinking of doing another test (really hard for me!). My relationships are at stake. Life was never so difficult.

[greenlydia]

Have you ever considered taking a class.........not in HIV PREVENTION, but in HIV EDUCATION? I think if you had a better understanding of just how difficult it actually is to contract HIV, that, more than any test, would allay your fears.
Knowledge is power and I think you could use some of that in your life right now. But to gain knowledge, we must seek education.
Instead of taking another test, take a class.
You do NOT have HIV.
Peace
Greenlydia

[complete_record]

I know why you're so scared, and I understand. But I think, you've already taken a test. Believe the test result. It is negative. I am scared because I have not take a test. And I can't take a test yet, because I must wait for 3 months. YOU ARE NEGATIVE.

[complete_record]

No, I have not thinking about taking a class.

Have you read my thread ? So, do you think I don't even need to taking a test ? I have not taking any test before.

Lizzie Lou told me that "you were not at risk". But I don't know, I want a "NO RISK" statement from her. (I know it means the same). Poor me.

Thank you anyway for you response :)

[worriedwell250]

Man you are getiing worried unnessariliy there has not been anyone in the world who has got HIV from kissing. Trust me you are not going to be the first one. We have to belive the science.

[complete_record]

I know I should not worrying this. But I can't help this feeling.

THIS MORNING I WALK PASSING THE TV, AND THERE IS A DIALOGUE ABOUT AIDS. AND I AM GOING MORE PARANOID.

SOMEBODY PLEASE SLAP ME AND TELL ME THAT IT IT JUST A COINCIDENCE !!

PLEASE

[complete_record]

anybody ? please slap my anxiety

[fltricia]

I had this in middle school after our health teacher told us about it.  I freaked after my first boyfriend.  I thought he could have given it to me from kissing.  I ended up getting tested in 10th grade and it was negative.  Finally my anxiety went away from it but the test was the only thing that put my worry to rest.