Ok so, about a year and a half ago I was going through a hard time financially and started to have severe panic attacks and nocturnal panic attacks too. I figured that thy would go away once everything in my life got figured out and I would go back to normal or, at least my normal ( I have other health issues that I have been dealing with for most of my life). Well, a few months later, our finances were okay but these "attacks" never quit! And ever since, they've been a pain in the bum and life! I am 30 have children and I do not do anything or go anywhere anymore and have been told that I have agorophobia! I have been to the ER too many times to count, as well as to my PCP, I have had millions of tests everything under the sun CT scans, xrays,ekg, ecg, stress tests, bloodwork, cbc, cardiac enzymes, d-dimer, pretty much all the tests multiple times, all of whih are normal! My symptoms are as follows: chest/rib/abdominal pains (but bc of my other illness, I always have abdominal pains), constant dizziness, fatigue, see spots, increased heartrate (see below), ear fullness, headaches, spaghetti leg, etc. The chest pain comes and goes and I don't know if it is heart burn bc I had it maybe once before 13 yrs ago while pregnant. The odd thing is that these "attacks" they can happen at ANY time, whether I am sitting, standing, laying down, driving, anytime at all without warning. What makes it worse is that I am a nurse and i know better, but I can't seem to get my head to stop repeatedly thinking that something is not right and that there is def something wrong with me that is being overlooked, I guess I wouldn't be so worried if things hadnt gone wrong in the past however when those tests were fouled up, they had been run once, not multiple times by multiple doctors. Either way I find it so hard to believe that this is all just strictly panic attacks. I feel like the real me is gone and I fear that she is gone forever! Everything that I once enjoyed, I no longer do bc of these dag on things! I dont go anywhere, or do anything, I hardly ever leave my house, I dont drive bc I have had an episode while driving and thank god i pulled over in time and was safe. But I cant and won't risk driving with my children, not only that, where I live, everything is s far away and I feel lke I am missing out on everything and even feel like a horrible mother and person like I am letting everyone down and drivig them nus with all of my fears. I have taken meds to no avail and feel like I am crazy and alone. If anyone has ANY input, it would be greatly appreciated!! If I have forgotten anything or you have any questions, feel free to ask... Thank you for your time, and sorry for this long winded post :)