IT THIS DEPRESSION OR NEUROLOGY PROBLEM

I am now 50 years of age. I think since childhood I was facing this illness. I remember in school age I was gradually facing anxiety, phobia, movement/walking difficulties, sensitive mind, nervousness, headache, shyness etc. my home environments was also tensable grow with my grandmother/father who did not have understanding / lack of education etc.

During and after the symptoms increasing gradually such as severe heaviness pressure and pain in  head, also pain and pressure in eyes, neck/back specially during reading, severe tense in whole body muscles specially in face, neck, sensitive to light/sun as severe headache, limited thought/disturbance of thought, slow thinking, emotional, poor memory/concentration, sadness, day dreams, writing, movement/walking, speaking difficulties, swalling difficulty, severe phobia in muscles, anxiety, nervousness, day dream, breathing difficulty, severe fatigue mentally and physically etc.

So I think about 30 years ago when there I listen a radio program I went to a physiciatary hospital they suggest me depression and Parkinson. They gave me imparamine and parkinsons, muscles relaxation tablets Sinamet, Norflex, etc. and on insisting that no feeling so well they discussed in meeting and told me that you have only depression and the movement difficulties etc. are from tension/depression. They and other many doctors have given me many antidepressant some doctors also given me alongwith AD little neuroloptics stalizine etc.

Usually at start of treatment AD some temporaly effect on tension, movement/walking, writing difficulties etc. but after there effect was decreased gradually, Some doctors also suggest me biopolar depression and gave me Lithium Salt, Epival etc. alongwith AD.
But not so effect.

Recently I diagnosed Sinus problem. One ENT specialist says that the main reason was that due to old sinus problem there were lack of oxygen in brain and body so you feel exhaustion, restless, depression tension etc. So his advice I did minor sinus surgery and at start specially my nose open I feel some better but gradually again there feel blockage in one side nose. I quote here my x-ray repor:

Nasal septum is deflected
Mucosal thickening both maxillary antra.
Suggestive of Sinusitis
Frontal sinuses are clear.

Actually My current problem are that I am still feeling difficulties in doing office/computer work – a little work in computer I feel pressure/pain in head, looking some dim vision, tense in mind/body, nervousness, sadness.

I am giving hint I take medicines by own due to financial problem, etc.

Baclofen 5mg   ½ + 0 + ½  (taking from 29-1-2011) now about 15 days I feel better in tense in muscles, headache, speaking, walking/moving problem.

But during starting since I feel insomnia and my depression have looking some increasing so I am taking from 4-5 days andidepression Fluxotine

One hint that I also took Trihexyphenidyl but I think there were doing some side effect some confusion etc. so I stopped immediately thought that my discussing docter I will take. Main thing was they also have open breathing ways immediately and my muscles feels sufficient relax.

But during starting since I feel insomnia and my depression have looking some increasing so I am taking from 4-5 days andidepression Fluxotine.

I request you for the sake of humanity/mankind pls suggest me better medicine so I survive peacefully in this materialistic world for some years of my life.

Thanking you advance for your kind and immediate advice.

RGDS
ANWAR
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[DJ873]

Hi, sounds like a rough go you are having. Even with medical issues you can sometimes find some peace. Try going to lifehut.com and doing some relaxation and mindfulness listening. Sometimes it can help to change your focus from your medical issues and just take a breather. I can't speak to the meds you are on, i am not familiar with most of them but please follow your doctors orders. Since we are not doctors we can't reccomend or advise you on your medications. We are all here to support and listen. Take care of yourself! Each new day is a gift and full of promise.