Is it anxiety or should i be worried?

Hey so it all started in september. I graduated and was active in the summer and didn't get any symptoms at all but since i never went to college and i'm unemployed I feel lonely, bored, depressed. Plus I had loads of problems with my boyfriend who unfortunately lives in a different country. It all started when I started feeling discomfort in my chest area. I remember I felt it before my exams when I was so nervous and worried about failing. Anyway, I got worried cause chest pain/discomfort could be something serious. Then my mum got very ill and went to the hospital and we all thought she was going to die. The same night my left arm went kinda numb and I felt sick and thought I was going to have a heart attack so i called the ambulance. Whilst they were here filling out the paperwork, I felt extremely nervous because i have never called the ambulance and i could feel my heart pounding. They said my ECG wasn't normal (105 bpm) so i went to see a cardiologist who said I had depression. I think I got over it but then i couldn't sleep because my heart was pounding every night. I went to see my cardiologist again and he said i should go on antidepressants. I never did because i don't want to. My heart stopped pounding tho but now I've been feeling extremely tired every single day from the moment i wake up. the left side of my face feels quite weird and my eyes are strained and sometimes i have blurry vision. now the strange thing is that I'm ok when i'm with my boyfriend. we see eachother almost every month and i don't get any of the symptoms when i'm with him. I always sleep like a baby and feel happy. but right now the left side of my face feels almost numb. Btw i'm a 19 year old female (i'm healthy and i exercise). Has anyone ever experienced something like that? I mean has their anxiety caused eye and head problems (i sometimes think i have brain tumor and i always think i'm going to die). Is it anxiety or should i be worried and just find a new doctor lol? Cheers :)

[kitty213]

this is definitely anxiety and this is how mine started.  I remember the first time I called and ambulance - embarrassing and aweful.

[supreem]

Oh thank you so much :D It's terrible isnt it