I don't hear my own voices but others people like friends voices that tells me to do thing & my freaking neighbour from hell living upstairs....this had been going on since 2009!
That was the 1st time i got disgnoise with schizop.
The moment i sleep late they will start making all kind of freaking noise, even heavy foot step..etc,.
I am consious.....so i stay up & hear & listen to it very carefully....i even went up a couple of times....their words don't match!
So do you think i am mad or schizop attack again?
This time round it makes me wanna kill.
What advise or reason can you give???
Seeing a therapist is a very good start. Just explain your symptoms to your doctor and they can usually refer you to the proper professional.
Also, Check out "The Power of Now" by Eckhart Tolle. Tolle's work is centered around making a distinction between YOU and YOUR THOUGHTS. Many people are slaves to their thoughts and run into troubles like these. Go to your local bookstore and find some Eckhart Tolle books, I think it might help you. In addition to therapy of course.
You need to see a specialist to determine exactly what is going on. Whatever it is, it's scaring you and this needs to be addressed. It may be depression and/or anxiety as they can cause a lot of symptoms. But there is help for you, make an appt. to see a psychiatrist and go from there. If it's your own voice then it may just be negative thoughts resulting from your anxiety and fears. A psychiatrist can refer you to the proper therapist who can help determine what this "fear" is, and where it's coming from. You took a big step in sharing with us, now take the next and get help. You're not alone with this, we understand and care and are always here for you! Stay strong, it's going to be okay.