Hi, this is my first post and I appreciate you taking the time to read it. I'm glad I came across this forum. I will keep my question as short as possible. I need some advice on what you would do. I'm 29 and I've had anxiety since at least the age of 11. I did not seek help until I was 20 and this was from my primary care physician. He did as much as he could for me, but since this was not his specialty, he advised me to find a physiatrist.
My first psychiatrist was very nice, however, after 2 years of treatment I was not getting better. She had diagnosed me with bipolar and had me on several medications.
My friend recommended a physiatrist that specializes in bipolar. I went to him for a second opinion. The consultation went very well. He stated that I did NOT have bipolar, but instead had an array of conditions. He gave me this list of conditions: A.D.D, Panic Disorder with Agoraphobia, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Traumatic Brain Injury (this was weird, it was because I broke a forehead bone when I was younger), and Sleep Disorder (I don’t have sleeping problems by the way).
Its been well over a year, and my anxiety has gotten much worse. I am on an array of medications at this point. Ive read that this is not abnormal for anxiety to increase as you age, but that there is always "help" (at least that's what I've read). This doctor is very open to trying new medications and treatments, but so far nothing has helped. I've seeked counseling, but all the techniques do not help either (breathing exercises, identification of the anxiety, etc). This anxiety is strange-it occurs in the morning and continues throughout the day with little relief in-between. There is no rhyme or reason, its just there. The newest treatment he felt may relieve my anxiety involved increasing my Vyvanse to 140mg a day. I enjoy this medication because it finally gives me the energy of a normal person (I haven't felt that way in years). However, anxiety is still the same. The doc says that although that is great, it should have cured my anxiety, and therefore he wants me to go to a sleep study to find out why I haven't had the energy all these years in the first place. In the meantime, he has me on .5mg of Xanax 3x a day to combat the anxiety, but it barely helps.
Ive been reluctant to get this sleep study in the past, but now he's pushing me into it. Ive told him a million times I don't wake up in the middle of the night, I don't have trouble sleeping, and I can wake up fine. But he says he will keep me on the Vyvanse until we can figure out if I have a sleep disorder. Ive had this anxiety for so long its beginning to become painful. I have almost went through all the medications on the market (or that's how I feel). And now with him saying to get a sleep study, I'm really confused as to whether I should jump for a new doctor/opinion. Its nice to find a doctor who is nice and will try things, but how long should one wait for results? I know anxiety is tricky and it may take a while to find the correct treatment. But I guess I just assumed that the problem would get progressively better, not worse.
I appreciate your reading my situation. I would really appreciate your thoughts on what you would do in this situation. Would you stick with the doc, or try and find a new one. Also, does anyone know where to find "recommendations" of doctors? Most people don't like to discuss the fact that they see a psychiatrist in the first place, so finding recommendations is really hard to do. Thanks for any advice.