Okay, so I started having stomach pains around 6am this morning. Like really bad gas pains, so I had a bout of diarheaa. I've gone 11 times since then. It's not 6pm. I've also been dry heaving (its probably cause I look at my stool) and my anxiety is SKY HIGH. I didn't take my serequel or my second dose of valium and propananol because I was afraid I would s*** myself or puke in my sleep. My mom's convinced I keep going cause i'm in a constant state of panic. Im scared I have a disease, im scared my body will shut down. I keep thinking about going to the bathroom a n then I do. I feel calm right now but when my anxiety gets high all downhill.
Someone help me,, is my anxiety making it worse?!
And i'm NOT dying?
Please. I took my dose of cipralex and valium and propanonal this morning. I've been drinking lots of water but not eating much. Just toast. Im scratching my skin, hitting myself and pulling my hair because of my panic attacks and anxiety. Please please help.