Very frustrated!

I am sick of this all!  Sick of anxiety sick of panic attacks and it just makes me depressed!  I try finding some doctors in the area, trying to find one is like hitting the lotto!  Either they dont accept new patients or they don't speak English!!!!!!!!!!  Ah I don't know what to do I was on medication and been off for a while felt ggreat and now i feel like **** again :(  just finding a doctor is causing anxiety.  Although I do have my GP who will give me a prescription, i'm sick and tired of being my own doctor.  Most of these physicians/psychologists need their own help!

[greenlydia]

It says that you live you NYC, yet you state that you're having a difficult time finding a doctor? How is that possible? You have access to some of the worlds finest hospitals and clinics................
Unless you have insurance issues, any one of the hospitals should be able to refer you to a very qualified therapist. Even without insurance, they should still be able to direct you to free clinics in any of the boroughs.
I know it can get very frustrating and incredibly overwhelming at times.......all of us dealing with these kinds of issues have felt like you do at one time or another. Sadly, it goes with the territory. I know it's difficult, but you can't give up, you've got to reach deep inside and find the strength to keep on going, keep being pro-active, keep KNOWING that there is help out there, keep believing you WILL find it. Which you will.
In the meantime, you have all of us to lean on.
Peace
Greenlydia

[Twinklez]

Thanks so much,
Yes, I do live in NYC and my insurance company really been slacking.  A lot of doctors do not want to deal with insurance companies anymore because they get paid practically nothing.  A lot of times I go to doctors and pay out of pocket, what's the point in paying for health insurance ya know?  I do have faith and I know things will be ok, see like today I feel more calm.  I guess we all get our days feeling good and bad.  I will keep the search on.  The mind plays many tricks and I have to stop allowing it to, which is a lot of work but hopefully will be successful.