Why now??

[Cntbreal]

I had been feeling sick all day. And couldn't figure out why. Was it my mom, the did I ate or my trip I'm taking?? Couldn't figure it out so yes I went to er only to find out it was gerd.

Not once did I feel anxious or did I panic. Now I'm home from the er was smiling and feeling better. But now! Now I'm in full panic with signs of d/p..

Boy I tell you I can't get this straight for nothing.. Ugh.. I mean after all that I would have t thought that I would have done this earlier.. I dont get it..

Cntbreal..

[Cntbreal]

Hey E.

I'm here and so far so good... And I drove the whole way here.. I think your right.. But it was crazy because I didn't feel this way til a few hours before it was time to leave so I couldn't think if it was the trip or something else..

Thanks so much my good good friend.. I will let you know how the rest of the trip go.. Your so awesome..

Love and rockets.

C.

[edgyboy]

"C", anticipatory anxiety. You are fearing the worse with your upcoming trip. I would be doing the same.

About 15 years ago I was in the middle of a bout of anxiety for a few weeks. We had a camping trip planned with a few families. I cant tell you how stressed I was over this. in advance. We ended up going and having a great time, like you will this weekend.

We play head games with ourselves. That is what you were doing and didnt know it.

Let me know how you make out.

"E"