anxiaty , panic attacks and dream like world

hi im 18 and i had a panic attack like 6-7 months ago and i have been feeling like im in a dream since , its like my body does the usual every day things but my minds just always blank and i am totaly oblivious of anything i do , and i panic randomly about me having a heart attack and i do have heart palpatations and now sometimes have wierd and random twitches , i thought i would wake up from this nightmare but i just cant ,, i just want to wake up and be as normal as i was 7 months ago , i cant work , i cant live , i cant take it any more! docters just give tablets that dont work neither does counciling and i dont think anyone will actually take me seriously or send me away to get soerted until they feel how i feel!

[allmymarbles]

Have your adrenals tested.

[greenlydia]

I agree totally with allmymarbles regarding having your adrenals checked, but don't let your doctor stop there. Have a very, very complete medical work up.
You had a panic attack 6-7 months ago which should not leave you feeling like you're constantly living in a dream world and now you have random panic attacks in which you fear having a heart attack, you have palpitations and some sort of "weird" and random twitches.
This sounds like pretty classic anxiety/panic to me, but you need to rule out any organic cause for these feelings.
If........after a thorough medical check up, your dx comes down to anxiety, you need to reconsider therapy and possibly a short course of medication.
Not knowing what medication you were on, what dose, or for how long, it's quite possible it was the totally wrong medication which has lead you to believe that ALL meds don't work. The same could be said about the counseling you received. It can take quite a few tries before we find the therapist that's right for us. And you'll know when you do almost immediately.
I realize I'm covering a lot of ground here, but I hate to see you make up your mind so vehementaly against possible options to help you. You say, "I can't work," "I can't live," and "I can't take this anymore!"
So don't then.
Get proactive in your own physical/mental health.
Knowing that you're doing something to help yourself is a very self-empowering feeling.
I wish you the best
Peace
Greenlydia