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dying inside?
Words, I feel so much, there are none to explain. My anxiety is seriously killing me. I don't understand why there I cannot find ONE ******* person that sees it from my perspective. This world, society, the system, the damn policies, money collectors, heartlessness, has really ****** me up, I have seriously tried everything and anything for help. Four hours min the other day for example trying to safe my life because my ex is literally a psychopath and trying to kill me. No one wants to deal with it- call this number, call that number. Deal with it in that country, no the other county. And when someone tries to kill you...why do you get put on hold when calling 911? is there another emergency number that is secret? I could go on in so SO many ways on how I seriously have been ****** over. Hell, my doctor is surprised I am alive and mentioned writing a book. No, we have not figured out a medication that works, unsure of the diagnosis- have ideas but it is...there is no name for it I feel. worked with that doctor 8 years and ironically enough...we have done really nothing but keep me alive.
Physically, I am suffering as well as a result. Mind/body track. I have the college degree in it. I don't want to die, but I really see no other way out. My rollercoaster, rather it be up down, all around, it is a trip. If you don't like something change it.If this doesn't work try.
HELP
Physically, I am suffering as well as a result. Mind/body track. I have the college degree in it. I don't want to die, but I really see no other way out. My rollercoaster, rather it be up down, all around, it is a trip. If you don't like something change it.If this doesn't work try.
HELP
I seek out someone to truly understand, the only person I can think of killed himself. We have a lot in common, I want to live. I wish he was around. I am in a significant amount of pain. I cannot eat or sleep, My body hurts in every way.
You have anxiety from life events and you have a mental illness that the doctor has not been able to diagnose after 8 years of seeing him/her? If you are even contemplating suicide, go to the ER immediately. Get a restraining order against your ex. Start over with someone else, a new doctor, who may have a different perspective on things.
Honestly, I'm as confused as theaddict is.
Honestly, I'm as confused as theaddict is.
Just want to be happy and successful. My mental illness prevents success. I don't like this world.
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