hallucinations

[The100fan96]

I seen my conseller today and she says I have to types of anxiety 1.normal anxiety and 2.health anxiety but stress and my nana just passed away on Friday from liver cancer but before she did she kept seeing things little bugs crawling on her and the doctors said it was hallucinations because she was dying.

And for a couple I sometimes see little flashes of light or a sparkel I know anexity and cause that and stress but I worried because a couple weeks before she died she saw things that was not there and I'm worried that's what's happening to me and Im only 18

[The100fan96]

Thank you and I have to more appointments booked with my conseller one on the 5th and another on the 11th and I have a doctors appointment tomorrow

[nursegirl6572]

What you describe aren't hallucinations.

Keep working with your therapist to help manage your anxiety.  You need to try to dismiss those "what if" thoughts before they become debilitating.  Are you dealing with the loss of your grandma?  Remember that the loss of someone close to you will cause feelings of anxiety, and sadness...anger, all KINDS of emotions.  That's normal.  Allow yourself to grieve and feel those feelings.  Talk about how you're feeling with others.

I'm so sorry for your loss.