I know how you feel !!! Hydrocodone did the same for my add it was a positive life change but didn't want to get addicted again !! I started straterra at the same time so I don't know which medication is working for my add but not being able to focus or concentrate on anything has ruined my life !!!
I can proudly say I'm an ex-addict(any pain med or benzo) TODAY 3 YRS! CLEAN!!! Don't touch any of that crap. I PROMISE U that IF U KEEP USING THAT CRAP U JORGE WILL B AN ADDICT!!! ITS HELL AND ONE DAY U WILL NOT HAVE ENOUGH TO TAKE OR RUN OUT OF THE MED AND...... U DONT KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO BE "drug sick" but I can assure u.... U WILL WISH UHAD A GUN TO USE ON YOURSELF.
I was EXACTLY like you. I am now completely addicted and going through withdrawal. Hydrocodone will ruin your life. Don't think that you are different and can handle it. No one can. Because of the chemical function of Hydro., you will gradually (or sometimes not so gradually) have to raise your dose to achieve the same effect. Eventually, you will just take them to feel normal with almost no benifits at all.
Don't do it! Withdrawal is horrible. Most describe it as the worst experience in their lives.
Hi! wow it is sooo wild to see someone n such a similar situation as me. i have always had focus issues and anxiety bad, especially with big changes n life and sometimes even the smallest things set it off. I am not "diagnosed" with ADD but have brought it upon myself to learn as much as possible. N e ways i have been taking percocets and loratabs for a year bc they make me feel so much more talkative and energetic. i get so much more done at work!! And i just feel so much more carefree. usually i am worrying about the smallest things that surely other ppl dont even care about. i guess wat im gettin at is ur not alone! however if ur not taking them regularly and can stop i definitely would try if i were u, bc ive tried quittin sooo many times and the withdrawls kicked my ***.
I'm sorry I said that ADs don't help anxiety. What I meant was that they don't help MY anxiety. The doctor I see did say that I was unusual in the fact that the antidepressants don't work for me. I really, really wish they did. I cannot take as much medicine (benzos) that I need to control my anxiety. All I can do is take the amount the doctor gives me to get through a few hours of the day without anxiety. And yes, I continue to have CBT without much help.
Woops! Finished my thought prematurely. LOL
What is really crazy is during a bad period in my life...I was taking prolly 4mg Ativan a day for a few weeks, then 2 mg for several months.
I tapered for maybe 2 days and then just stopped taking them. While I would certainly never recommend that, I never had ONE w/d. I was very surprised. It just shows you how different everyone is when it comes to meds.
I agree with you about the addictability of some benzos.
Luckily, for me...I disagree with the fact that AD's do not help anxiety...they have been a Godsend for me on several different occasions. I REALLY wish they helped everyone. I know they do not, though. :0(
I also agree that some meds carry such stigmas, which makes it harder for the patients who genuinely need, and would benefit from taking them.
I think the main thing about all the meds is the social stigma of the time. Antidepressants do not have the social stigma that the opiates or the benzos due. Therefore, doctors love to prescribe the antidepressants as they are not supposed to be as addicting as the opiates or benzos. Trust me, though, the benzos are even more addicting than the opiates. Also, it is much harder to discontinue using something like xanex as opposed to hydrocodone. In fact, the antidepressants are supposed to be the easiest to come off of although they have their problems too. In my experience, the antidepressants do nothing for anxiety, yet doctors want to prescribe them and, I guess, for some people they work. Just be careful if you go on a medication like xanex or any other benzo as they really are harder to get off of than any opiate as they have to be tapered off of over a period of many, many months.
Just be sure to fill the doc in on your complete medical/emotional history, and together, I'm sure you guys will come up with a good plan.
I misinterpreted your original post, too, I apologize, I thought you said you still DID have an ADD diagnosis. That will definitely be important in choosing the right medication for you.
It's a shame that opiates are physically and mentally addictive, because they sure DO make you feel good temporarily! :0) After my gallbladder surgery, I was only taking them very sparingly...and I felt like I could move mountains. LOL.
Good luck to you...let us know the outcome okay?
Thanks for the feedback. All good points. . I'm just pretty ignorant about medicine and was hoping i was missing out on something. I have certainly contemplated Xanax and the like and that drug wasn't ever even mentioned to me until I finally was officially ADD tested and they said i DIDN'T have it. I'd even had a doctor prescribe Zoloft to me in the past, because she's the one that diagnosed me with ADD as a child and when i got continually more frustrated as a young adult, she stated that anti-depressants were a common way to treat ADD in adults. I didn't take it long (a few months), b/c i didn't like the effects (mellowed me out TOO much). Then years down the line, I talked to another doctor about the approach of anti-depressants for adult ADD, and she looked at me like my previous doctor was nuts for prescribing Zoloft, so then i was really lost on what to think. When i came to find i had anxiety issues and not ADD, Xanax was mentioned to me, but i admit, i wasn't too interested in trying any kind of drug treatment again until i did finally get this exposure to the hydrocodone. seems like a winding path to get there, but if there's a chance that a xanax type med (i've been told ritalin wouldn't be effective since they said i didn't have ADD?) could help me achieve such a similarly positive affect (albeit via a very different channel), I think my mind is a lot more open about trying a prescription again. Will see what the doc says and I will know better to ask more questions this time! Thanks again for the responses.
Hydrocodone, or any opiate for that matter certainly DOES improve clarity and focus for a lot of people, and that is simply due to the "high" basically.
People who end up with an opiate addiction say they were never so effective and organized than when they were using.
Unfortunately, that I KNOW of...other than the ADD meds out there (like Ritalin)...there aren't too many other meds that mimic that opiate clarity effect.
And, without a DOUBT.....using the meds for that reason is NOT what the meds are intended for, and you could certainly end up with an addiction problem.
Talk to your doctor about the options out there for increasing your focus and clarity...I'm sure there are treatments/meds that would be very helpful for you. I'm only familiar with the meds like ritalin.
Good luck!
I am no doctor and have no experience with this myself, but I know anxiety and think it may be related like this:
When a person has anxiety, it is hard to focus because our minds and bodies really are racing. There are times when I have had anxiety that I could not concentrate at all and felt as though I had ADD. However, when you take a medicine such as hydrocodone, it has a somewhat sedate effect, which slows down the brain - since it seems as though you are sped up a bit usually, this may bring your levels down a notch to were you feel as though you can concentrate better. Do you take anything like xanax or any other benzo? These drugs have a similar brain effect (when it comes to reducing stress and anxiety). Unfortunately, I do not think the hydrocodone method is viable due to the dependancy and other harmful side effects. Interesting observation though.
Mike
Hi. After a neck fusion, I was on pain pills for a long period of time (hydrocodone, oxycodone). When I quit taking them, I did notice a huge increase in my anxiety. I had always been on xanex for anxiety, but I found that when I took the pain pills, my anxiety would also go away. Mainly I found that out by stopping the pain pills. I don't know about focus (although with anxiety sometimes I have difficulty concentrating). However, I don't think anyone is going to prescribe you opiates to deal with anxiety or focus.