serious anxiety about hiv

help ,

I am married , this week end I took a girl  back in a hotel and had sex with her with condom , I remember buying 2 boxes of 3 condoms and using only two condoms while I was with her !
I keep rethinking the story and now do not know if I did it of not ?
I have souvenirs of changing a condom to another but again doubting ?

Is anxiety cause of all this doubt !

Thing I am sure I bought condoms
and I do not have souvenir of having sex without condoms , never happened to me ?

Can serous anxiety block souvenirs and make you feel you did something else !

Please help ?

[silverberg]

anxiety can make your mind race and yes you may doubt yourself, but I see from the HIV room, your questions where answered by the people over there and the Doctor, who you asked the same question to. I would also suggest (this is not to judge) but calling it as I see it, you say you are a married man and cheating can cause and add to your anxiety.

[crazychina64]

Truth cannot take my mistake , feel so bad !

[silverberg]

So now is the time to put it in the past and learn from your mistake! we all make mistakes. hold your head up and move on, allow yourself to grow from this experience.  we are HUMAN.