So last week on a tuesday i was playing soccer when this all happened. Out of nowhere my heart was racing un normally fast and my body felt like shutting down, i was so scared i was shaking and i kept screaming "call the ambulance i dont want to die". Ambulance comes and im less tense then i was. We get to the hospital and they tell me im alright just my blood pressure is a little low because im an athlete but they run an ekg and all these tests and they send me to another hospital where they do it again and they said everythings fine and that ill be fine. I leave the hospital and i start to freak out and i cant breathe, and i cant feel my arms and legs and im getting dizzy. i tell them to call the ambulance and they come once again and tell me breathing is fine and my vitals are good and everythings fine. Im not fine.... this time we speed to my house and i get slightly anxious but not to the point where i freak out. Ive layed in bed, drank a lot of water for the past days and when i felt good i went to the store with my mom and it was horrible... my left arm was getting numb and my legs wanted to give up. So i ran out the store and into the car. I was shaking but my mom said its all in my head and that i can control it. So we go to another store same senario but i went through it all withiut panicking so much still numbess of course but ive been getting better. days go by and i felt good. My brother takes me to the movies to watch the New star wars movie and we had to leave half way through the movie because i almost had an attack, more severe then the slight numbess i experience and i have to calm myself down severly at home and my heart races until i fell asleep. after that day ive been feeling great. Relying myself on god and his promises and ive been good. I get slightly anxious but when i do its just my left arm that gets a little numb but thats about it. i was playing soccer again and driving i thought i was cured and i probably was until this tuesday where i go to church and i got sort of anxious, my body was shaking and everything but i didnt over react and kept myself calm until i was good again. i get home and get ready to sleep when i get the curiosity to masturbate because i read that it helps relief stress and i had this desesperation to feel better( Note this whole time ive had so much stomache acid its uncomfortable sometimes) So i masterbate and once i release my whole body felt weird, aside from me feeling guilty of doing it because ive been getting closer to god. I started to shake and i havent stopped i feel like the weird things are going around my whole body. Like if i just showered and i go into cold dry air, little weird zaps going around my body and i dont know what to do. I was already feelig good but now i cant stop shaking and im desperate for help, could masturbating have damaged my nervous system?