whats wrong with me

[adisho123]

for so long now i have been feeling pretty paranoid, selfconcious and confused. im 16 and a roughly 2-3 years ago i started smoking weed i've stoped for about 9 months now only because i knew it was screwing me up. there got to a point where i couldnt even have a conversation with my friends because i was too scared to think people looked down on what i said. my friends at times were very intimidating as some of them would look down on comments some people in the groupe made, but there was no reason to go as far as i did. As soon as i started college i was **** scared of just walking in to a lesson. especially cos none of my friends were in any of my classes. in lessons if the lecturer asked me a question i would break out in  hot red flushes which was unbelievably imbarrasing for me. one time it happened i went home and tried to slit my wrist! I have paranoid feelings that my girlfriend is cheating on me. I just dont know what is wrong with me. I,m almost certain i have schzisophrenia but there has to be something more. help me! what do i do!

[RubyWitch]

With everything you have shared with us, I simply can not urge you strongly enough to see a doctor IMMEDIATELY and tell him/her what you've just told us. (Print out your post and take it with you) Since it sounds like you are attending a college or university, they must have an infirmary on campus. Go there NOW. PLEASE. You are in a real crisis, but there IS help for you! I promise.
I'm very proud of you for coming to us............that you are reaching out proves you WANT help, and it's out there for you.
Let us know how you're doing, OK?
We'll ALL be waiting to hear from you!
Peace
Greenlydia