i have high function aytism with comunication probs

hi my names michelle i am a mum just recently diagnosed with high function autism i hate meetings and lots of people crowding  i cant comunicate very well its very hard then i feekl bad about what i say to people

[nissah46]

Michelle, I think this is a safe place for you to come to express your feelings, if it is hard to do it in a group.  My friends son is autistic so I understand somewhat.  Hopefully people understand your situation and don't get offended by what you may say.  Take care, Trish

[shellsa]

thanks yeah i need all the help with my autismn needs trish its a good place to express when i get upset like last night with depression i hyperventilate and end up all shaky and nervous as for my autism can be hard when i have to repeat my self at times

[nissah46]

Yes, my friends son gets nervous and depressed as well. He likes to write and draw, I guess it helps him relax.  
Trish

[innerchild09]

I know how you feel. Since I have social phobia I go through the same thing. Talking to people isn't very pleasant for me. I get nervous and I don't always know what to say. Or how to say it. On here it's more confortable to talk because many people on here can relate. So if you get lonely but are afraid to talk to people come on here and type away. That's what I do.

[shellsa]

michelle here thank you i also have borderline personality traits too i feel like today my sis wanted me to by something exp for christmas but when i said i cant she ignored me i got very depressed and feeling i cant do anything right not good enough  i have a lot of socia phobia i dont know what to say  or do it seems anything i say is not the right thing i feel im not understaood and i get nervous i dont like living with high function autism

[innerchild09]

No problem. I see how you feel. I would probably feel the same way. I always feel like I don't do anything right. But I so can relate to your social problems. I am the same way. I mean about the social part. Do you ever get embarrassed when people correct you or tell you that your not saying the right thing? I know I do. Just the other day I was in the docs office chatting with Mom and she told me I was talking to loud but I didn't think I was loud at all. Anyway I bet it's hard to deal with autism. I actually read a lot about it because I notice that there are a lot of symptoms that applys to me since I was little. I mean I don't know for sure or anything but I do have many symptoms of it. Oh today I had a social experiance and I was a total wreck.

[shellsa]

michelle here i get enbaressed when someone corrects me for a lot of reasons also there are family that dont understand me and it drives me crasy

[innerchild09]

I know what you mean. My mom does that and it makes me feel small. Honestly I feel like no one in the world understands me. I don't know what is wrong with me thoiugh. I mean it's awful what you have and all. Unfortantly I don't know why I am the way I am. I feel like no one understands. It is a terrible feeling huh? Anyway if you ever want to talk I come in here sometimes. Also I go to the anxiety and bipolar forums a lot. And I go to the mental health chats group alot. Those are just some places where you can find me if you want. Anyway I hope you feel better and I hope you have a good day michelle.

Take care

[shellsa]

hi michelle here i get constantly treated like im small too sometimes i feel i dont belong here on earth i get fustrated hurt and embaressed when i get corrected noone doesnt understand me eather and i feel all alone  imask my self why am i destined to be lonley most days

[innerchild09]

It's hard. Also people seem to judge me for having problems. It's like no one likes me as soon as they see me. My life is spent on the internet. At least it's a way to keep from getting to lonely. I seem to do better on the net then with real people. Anyway if you ever want to talk I'll listen. Have a good day.

[shellsa]

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