woried :(

hi im mariah
im a young highschool student

i was woride because :
when i get exicted woried stressed out or feel alone i shake my hands ap the back of my neck or rock back and forth
i listen to music very loud because it block out the rest of the noise in my house
i love to listen to the wind blowing and the leaves crackleing under my feet
when i walk home from school i step on sticks to feel it beneth my feet
but i am also a very social person
i love my friends
there awsome and always there for me
when i hear certin sounds the bring me back to memories from my past
like the sound of a carosel reminds me of when i was 3 and i first rode one
of the winds blowing and the leavs changeing reminds me of playing out side with my papa and my brother
everyone seems to think im lieing because at sometimes i seem like any other person but if i get nervous of im alone then im like a diffrent person