My name is Starr,I am a happily married thirty two year old bi-sexual stay at home mother of two at home so family wise my life is not too stressful.I was born in the north but really raised in the south.I am 5ft,140lbs i have problems with,lets start at the head and work our way down.I have migraines,spinal headaches,seizures,issues with temporary memory loss i do things like turn the water on and forget that i did it,confusion i forget what i was doing in the middle of doing it like i forget to close the washer lid i have forgotten to feed my kids dinner and almost send them to bed hungry until they remind me,visual black outs that cause hearing loss when it happens along with bad vision i cant see to drive at night and everything starting to have that fuzzy look to it.I feel sensations like electricity that go threw my head and pinched nerves sometimes it feels like my brain is swelling inside my skull.I have times where my speech is slurred like im high or drunk even tho i will be completely sober if i sit in a chair all day i will be like a person who is totally mentally retarded i will hear voices but cant respond and my body sometimes contracts and im stuck in one position and i struggle to get the words out,at times i have problems swallowing and i bite the inside of my mouth every time i eat.I cant stand to bend my neck in the chin to chest movement,it causes circulation cut off and i hear extreme high pitch ringing in my ears or i can hear the blood rushing thru my brain.I have problems with my shoulder blades feeling like they are being crushed together.I suffer from weakness,numbness and pain in my arms,back and legs on a daily basis along with pinched nerves and temporary paralysis mostly during the summer my back sometimes gets really cold for no reason and my spine feels like a metal rod from my neck to my butt,i have very low tolerance for heat now because it causes all these symptoms to flare up so im limited to lukewarm baths and showers and bubble baths for an hour are out of the question now.I have very poor balance and losing control over my bowel and bladder functions sometimes im embarrassed to say i have accidents on myself without warning .I get a lot of U T I's,bladder infections and kidney infections,and i have random pain in my rectum mostly when i lay down for long periods of time especially when i sleep even when there is nothing in it.I at times have diarreah and at other times have constipation which causes rectal bleeding.My left foot is slightly turned inward but rotates further inward when i have been up and around for too long.I am very tired limited in the physical activities that i can do and have no appetite ninety percent of the time so i spend alot of time in bed not always sleeping.I like to read,write,color,paint,watch tv and talk or text on the phone.I am in miserable pain but still happy with my life,i would just like a heathier body. I do not suffer from depression,anxiety or any other mental disorders.I would just like to find a real,caring,intelligent,helpful doctor.I am still very social every chance i get and get out of the house when i can because i do have good days and of course bad days if anyone can help me i would be very appreciative i have been told things like i have MS,ALS,Lymphoma,A Conversion disorder,Im drug seeking which as of the past 4 years i use nothing but over the counter medications along with my seizure medication of course and i do natural things to help with pain like massage,ice packs, acupuncture,etc.I have gone to counseling which they agree i do not suffer from any mental disorder these are real medical problems which just cant be pin pointed to just one.I have had many test,x-rays,MRI's,Cat Scans,EEG's,EMG's and i get a different diagnosis from every different doctor i get referred to.I am not crazy i am desperate for an answer so that i may get back to who i use to be and live a normal life.