Hi, Im 25 years old, I have suffered from many traumatic events in my lifetime and seek councling for it. I take adderol for adhd effexor 450mg, chlonopin for anxiety, ovcon for "utirine disfunction" I bleed all the time. Last winter I began feeling sick.. run down, exhausted, achy, nausua, headaches, racing heart, the uterine disfunction (bleeding) and the developed a very painful toe. Left foot fourth one down. It looks like brusing or purple dots accompianed by extreme pain, seems to worsen in the cold. Few weeks later purple blotches were all over the tops of my toe area. Finally the foot was better. A few months later lesion like pimples on my face, it looks like little black heads deep inside in the centers, they are scaring my face. The first doctor treated it as staph and the next told me it was nerves. Now the lesions are still there, the toe pain and dots are back and killing me, my feet and hands turn purpilsh colors, ive gotton a rash on my feet ankles and half up my legs since i was little from the sun. Im exhausted, achy, headachy, my glands are always very swollen and i am so very frustrated. I got results on blood work today, i was tested for 70 different things, including lupus (which seems like a slamdunk) everything coming back negative two test were done on lupus both negative.... My doc is sending me to a rhumatologist... what is going on? Can it still be lupus?