Hi Everyone,
I’ve been reading this site for months now as I was certain my health was taking me in an Auto Immune direction. I’m still not certain where my journey is taking me, but I’m ready to share and participate while going through the process.
I have seen a total of 12 doctors so far- 2 Primary Care Doctors, 2 ER Doctors, 1 Regular Surgeon, 1 Gastro Surgeon, 1 Endocrinologist, 1 Neurologist, 1 eye doctor, 1 Ear Nose Throat Doctor and 2 Rheumatologists. Yikee.
So far my doctors are utterly convinced I don't have an Auto Immune diagnosis, let alone Scleroderma. But I can't get rid of the feeling that I’m dealing with something Auto Immune.
I am normally a very healthy/hearty person. Then in August 2009, I started with a small little burning feeling near my belly button, and then a feeling of some pressure growing on my right stomach area near where I had my gall bladder removed. This prompted me to see a doctor and from the week of that doctors visit on, strange symptom after symptom began to emerge (nausea, lack of appetite, numb/tingly arms, for a couple of weeks lower shins had perfect red dots in pores, Intermittent numbness in face that has gotten better, 30 pound weight loss 1st 2 months, strange chemical like smell in nose, burning/aching muscle/body pain all over, blurry vision, loss of hair on head, breast cyst, body twitches and tremors, Sensitive skin at different times, diarrhea, blood in stool, and many more). The most troubling started in November-My hands and feet started hurting and turning red (palms and soles) at different times of the day...Had about 2 weeks of intense pain, creepy crawly, spasms, itchy etc in my hands and feet-had me in tears) and following this a milder pain stayed. After this passed, my feet became extremely intolerable to cold. My hands do much better but sometimes the cold bothers them and I have a few finger tips on one hand that have intermittent sensitivity. I asked several doctors about the possibility of Raynauds and they all said they didn’t think I had it. No blatant color changes except the redness that they weren’t concerned with. In addition to the hands and feet problems, I have been experiencing major mouth issues from just about a week into the process (August), my mouth/jaw started feeling painful and tight. I even started getting lines inside my cheeks from biting them. My tongue became whiter than usual and patchy looking (especially on the right side of my tongue and tip-it appears, goes away and returns). At one point, the outside of my neck hurt and felt swollen for about a week-didn’t look swollen, jut felt that way. Then I experienced a week of a bad sore throat that lasted about a week and then began the feeling of something being stuck in my throat. My PCP suggested silent reflux (since I have never felt the burn of reflux or had any issues before) and gave me Prilosec. I took the Prilosec for 2 months but it did not improve my mouth/throat issues. Because it didn’t improve they don’t believe its reflux. In January along with the patchy look, my tongue started feeling swollen and had little scallops or indents on the edges of it. All of these mouth issues plague me daily. I had a couple of weeks in January where I felt my forehead had severe sunburn, and my once oily face is no longer that oily. Something I do not seem to have at this time (whoo hoo-something I don’t have) is any skin issues/tightening etc. and no swollen hands or feet.
This morning for the first time I believe I might have had a color change on my right hand fingers while driving to work. I got into a cold vehicle and even with the gloves on my hands started to hurt a little. About ¾ of the way to work I took off my gloves and my outside finger tips on my right hand from under the nail down to the first knuckle of each finger seemed to be a bronzy yellow color. This puzzled me as I haven’t witnessed a color change other than red palms and soles and keep trying to believe the doctors when they said they didn’t think I had Raynauds. I’m not sure if what I saw was a Raynauds thing. Maybe my eyes were playing tricks, the underside actual fingertips looked fine, it was just the top of the fingers below the nail to the knuckle that seemed to have this bronzy/yellow hue. Never happened before.
On my last visit to the 2nd Rheumatologist in February he said he didn’t feel I had Raynauds (he looked at my hands and feet), and definitely did not have an Auto Immune issue.
I had a low positive (speckled 1:80) ANA test in September 2009 and further testing (CYCLIC CITRULLINATED PEPTIDE (CCP) ANTIBODY, IGG , SS-B ANTIBODY , SS-A ANTIBODY , DNA ANTIBODY (DOUBLE-STRANDED), CRITHIDIA, IFA , HLA (HUMAN LEUKOCYTE ANTIGEN) B27 TYPING , ESR. RHEUMATOID FACTOR, SERUM , C Reactive Protein) all came back negative. Then they ran my ANA again in January 2010 and it was completely negative. CRP (C-REACTIVE PROTEIN), SERUMCRP (C-REACTIVE PROTEIN), SERUMCRP (C-REACTIVE PROTEIN), SERUMCRP (C-REACTIVE PROTEIN), SERUM CRP (C-REACTIVE PROTEIN), SERUM CRP (C-REACTIVE PROTEIN), SERUMHe also said if my hand and foot problems turned out to be Raynauds it would most certainly be the Primary form. I have a hard time believing that with such a sudden and severe onset of Raynauds (if it is), my age (39), and other things happening with my body (especially the mouth issues) that this is not related to some sort of disease.
I sent an email to my 2nd Rheumatologist this morning and asked him to convince me that I am not dealing with an Auto Immune problem. I want to stay on top of this.
I would love to hear how other peoples Raynauds started. Was it a period of acute pain (like mine for 2 weeks) and then intolerance to cold? I felt like I could feel my veins or something in my hands and feet being damaged for those 2 weeks of excruciating pain and from then on my hands and feet have never been the same. Something attacked me :)
I’m so confused if it’s Raynauds or not. Some doctors say absolutely not Raynauds without color changes, others say pain is significant enough to diagnose.
Thanks for listening.
Any suggestions or comments welcome.