my baby jackson

i delivered my baby girl at 18 weeks.. a week before her delivery everything was fine, i went for a scan and they found so many problems with her it was just not possible for her to survive! she was born on the 20th of december 2009 , she had a hypo-plastic left heart, cyctic hygroma, bright bowel and her chambers in her heart had nt formed properly .she also had turners-syndrome..  
i found out i was pregnant again on the 28 th of sept after ttc for 7 month today i found out the pregnancy sac is empty and i have to go for a surgical vaccuation on thursday . i just cant believe lightning would strike twice why me? i have a healthy 3 year old boy who keeps me going and a very supportive husband.

[rdh1981]

I am truly sorry! My son too was born with a Hypoplastic Left Heart. He was born full term and underwent heart surgery when he was 2wks old. My little man put up a good fight for 7wks, but sadly his body could take no more.

Loosing a child is the hardest thing in the world. Sadly all we can do is just learn to "live" with the pain.   I am also sorry to hear about your pending mc, so just know your Angel is by your side!

[LosingMyMindInGA]

I'm sorry to hear about your losses.  They are never easy, regardless of how far along you are.  I have had a full term (38 weeks) stillborn and 2 first trimester miscarriages.  There is hope though..I also have 5 beautiful healthy children.  
Hopefully you will soon be blessed with a sticky little bean.

[chantal21]

I truly am sorry you have to go through this. I have had 2 miscarriages and just recently (in Aug. 2010) lost my 10 month old son. He had a rare liver disease and did not get his new liver in time. Everyday is a struggle, but I have supportive people around me. I have a 2 1/2 year old son who definitely keeps me going. I hope that you will be blessed again soon. We are always here if you need us!

[Myary]

I'm deeply sorry for ur loss but keep in mind that only God can heal that pain. u have to accept it & learn to live with it. i lost my 6months old baby in 2008 & in dec 2010 had a second trimester miscarriage with much bleeding & a d&c. my husband & i have been able to be through it b/c we put our trust & hope in God who knows us better (u&I) & He alone can heal our hearts while helping us to move forward. call on Him & u'll find peace & hope so that when possible, u'll start ttc. faith in Him will keep u alive & give u joy. pray & He'll be there. as chantal21 said we're also here if u need us!