pregnant or mind games?

So i am on the pill but this month i completely messed it up forgetting ALL the time - i probably forgot more then i took, therefore i have probably been having completely unprotected sex with my other half. i cant remember dates of wheni had sex or anythign like that but i was illon christmas day waking up from 4 30 am being sick (not alcohol) and then it cleared up by about 11am? this i thought was strange, since then i have had lots of stomach cramps ll the time and some times only on one side, headaches on and off, back pain lots! metalic taste in my mouth for the last month or so? boob have been itchy and tingly with odd pains, i had spotting last week like a pinkish colour but only when i wiped and then a few days later the day my period was due i got what ithough was my period but when i went to check it was brown and lasted half a day? i usually have 4 or 5 day periods that are heavy on 2nd and 3rd days but nothing? i have have whiteish dishcarge since too? i want to know so badly because i would LOVE to have a baby although im not trying? ive beenon the pill for 5 years now and ive never missed a period since then ive been later but not missed it? ive done3 test one before any of the symptoms just after i was sick and the others were the day after i got the brown spotting and then 2 days later? i went to the doctor she just said do another test ( the 3rd test) so im stuck? i dont no if its my mind playing games? any advice? please help?

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also ive been really hot had slight heartburn and feel more horny then usual? xx