It's obvious the SSRI's don't work for you, they don't work for me either. I would suggest you ask your doc about a mood stabilizer such as Lamictal or Abilify. You also may need Lithium or another drug to help balance you out.
I am about to have my meds changed because I feel much like you do, at the end of my rope!
I wish you all the best!!
Namaste,
If you sufferring from Bipolar Disorder, it seems unusual that they are prescribing ant-depressants for you ratherr than a mood stabilizer such as litium or depakote.
I would talk with my psychiatrist about this issue and back to us concerning what he/she said?
Michael