Do you think I have bi polar?

I have had mental health issues since a teenager, been on and off medication for 20 years, but always told it was depression.  I see a pcn most weeks and have now started CAT therapy.  My symptoms go on forever but basicaly when I wake up each day (after not a lot of sleep) I then find out how I feel - sometimes I can do anything and take on the world - usually to an impossible extend for example taking on jobs that I can't do, college courses, offereing to do things for people that Idon't have time to do.  Other times I struggle to get my children to school, avoiding other people, not answering the phone, shutting myself inside or driving somewhere where I don't know anyone.  I have an excessive phobia of reptiles which bothers my everyday life - for this I have had CBT with a small amount of success.  I have debt of over £28k from when a previous relationship went wrong and I took to spending to cope.  I don't seem to keep many friends, they usualy give up on me.  Can't old a job down, feel constantly guilty, have no self esteem.  Sorry to rattle on but I think I have bi polar and would like other people's oppinions if they think it could be anything else?  

[Savas]

We used to call that "Manic/ depressive."  I recognize the manic part (that's me, a manic...I just realized there are no manic forums on here. hmmm... we're being discriminated against!!! :)  )

But seriously, it does classify as classic bi polar from what you're saying.

[Venora Moonwind]

It does sound alot like bi polar what you are describing but the best thing would be for you to tell your doctor what you have told here.Then they can evaluate you.based on your symptoms
Often before being diagnosed Bipolar we tell our docs about the depression.The manic feels so good we dont think to report this to them.So GP and reg docs prescribe the anti depressants.
Bi polar with anti depressants will tip you over into the manic. If you find that you are bi polar ,I have found the best combo is of a mood stabilizer and an anti depressant that has worked for me
Also healthy diet,regular rest,exercise.meds and therapy will help to stabilize you till you can a proper diagnosis.
Good luck to and keep in touch. We can help you thorugh the rough times till you find out what is going on.
Love Venora