I'm diagnosed with BPII and ADHD. I had a really hard time accepting the ADHD, because I had so many misconceptions about it. I am not hyperactive, in fact, my depression leaves me lethargic, but I do have racing thoughts all the time and the only thing that brings me out of the 'hurricane' is smoking pot. That is the primary reason I sought help, because it was like having an 'awakening' after I smoked at night, then I'm able to reflect on how out of touch I was during the day. My mind speeds up and I do impulsive things that I later regret, like spending money, texting an ex-boyfriend. Later I think "where did that come from"... only to have it repeat nearly everyday.
Does anyone else have symptoms like this? I am also dyslexic which my doc says comes with ADHD. I can't tell my left from my right, I have a non-exhistant sense of direction, and I leave out the middle syllables when writing. Despite these troubles I get straight A's in college. I think when you have one diminished ability, others get stronger. Still it *****, and I'm wondering if anyone else has co morbid adhd and bp and how you cope.