Over the past few months I have gone to rehab for an eating disorder and was told I have the following "problems": OCD, generalized anxiety disorder, panic disorder, mood disorder, possible bipolar or depression, PTSD, ED NOS. Among a few other things. And over the past few months I have torn my boyfriend apart, taken my problems out on him and its to the point of he told me i needed to get help or we couldn't be together anymore. I love him and don't want to go back to rehab but i want to make this work, i just don't know how to go about it. The medication i was on before made me feel like hell causing me to stop taking it, which caused the worst swing i have had in months causing a break up. now i don't know what to do anymore. I want to get better and him to stay with me. I just don't know where to begin. Also he wont let me back to where we live, even tho its our place. what should i do? or at least to start?