I have tried several different antipsychotics and keep getting bad side effects with them that have been so bad I can't take them. I have been on seroquel, risperdal, geodon, abilify, and currently on latuda. On the latuda if I take more than 40mgs I get akathisia real bad, but on the 40mgs I start rapid cycling. My doc said I could try saphris, but I am sick of trying these antipsychotics. He said then the next option would be to try lithium. I am currently on lamictal 200mgs, latuda 40mgs. Trazodone 150mgs at bedtime, and cogentin 1mg twice a day. The cogentin is supposed to help with the side effects of latuda, but it is not.
I am scared to go off the antipsychotics though, because last time I did I had this horrible headache for a week. Also after trying all these antipsychotics I have these mystery body aches which my doctor said should not be a side effect of the latuda. So now I am going to a medical doctor about the body aches to see if they can figure anything out.
I am also scared to try any new medications as I have went through many that have made me ill with side effects. Including several SSRIs I couldn't take due to side effects. I mean really the only SSRI I havent tried is prozac if that tells you anything. I am just sick of these medications. I would just go off of them if being severly depressed and manic were not so bad. Ugh I am so frustrated.
So long story short I am scared to try lithium because I am worried it will give me some bade side effects. Man this illness is horrible and the treatments are just as bad. I feel like I can't win for loosing, and I am damned if I do and damned if I don't. :-(