Not Sleeping & Manic

I have not had a good night's sleep in a week and now I am manic.  Actually I think I am in a mixed state.  I go back and forth.  Crying spells.  Thoughts of harming myself.  Racing Thoughts.  Full of Energy or Totally Devoid of Energy.  Spending Money.  Exhausted.

I don't really have any questions, just looking for a little support.

Thanks in advance.

The Guts

[Snakenstein]

Awww, im in that same place too. I cant keep still and ive been bouncing around all day, i stayed up all night putting patterns of nail polish (i dont wear polish xD) on my nails and making bracelets (i dont wear bracelets) until about 8am when i finally got so exhausted i just crashed. Then i told myself i only wanted to sleep 2 hours... then ended waking up at 2pm depressed and not wanting to get out of bed or associate with people. And im on one of those starvation diets again, and i go from extreme hyperactivity and talkativeness to suicidal ideation. I know how this is. 3=