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Worrying About Bipolar Disorder.

So somtimes i am not my self i feel like there are two sides of me there is the Rachael that loves and cares and the Rachael that wants to kill people or commit suicide. Then i'd be depressed the whole day or week or if bad luck for months! then i'd self harm :( what is this meaning? =/
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aww i'm sorry to hear i'm giving you a long distance hug xox and abuse can change someone's life upside down.
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1192491 tn?1265031829
Oh, I'm not asking you to talk about it.  I was physically abused as a child and you sound alot like stuff I go thru at times.  
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hello =) and yes i am in therapy but after therapy i feel depressed still. And yes i have been sexually abused but i dont wanna talk about it. x
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1192491 tn?1265031829
Oh, sorry, left one thing out...are you in therapy?  I think therapy would be helpful for you too, especially if you have ever been physically, sexually or emotionally abused.
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1192491 tn?1265031829
Hi, have you been dx with Bipolar?  It sounds to me like you need to talk to your doctor about a mood stabilizer .
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