Bipolar Disorder is also known as "Manic Depressive Disorder". This forum is for questions and support for people with, or for loved ones of people with Bipolar Disorder. The forum covers topics ranging from Aggressive Behavior, Affect on friends and Family,
Alcohol and
Drug Abuse, Appetite Changes, Chronic Pain, Denial,
Depression, Difficulty Concentrating, Euphoria, Guilt, Manic Depression, Medications, Mood Swings, Poor Judgment, and
Sleep Disorders
Do you have family that can assist you? If you are afraid you can't make the right decision, you may want to assign a family member to have power of attorney or something similar, so they can talk to your doctor as well, so a good decision can be made. Sometimes when we are mood swinging it's hard to make good decisions on our own. I have a legal document, assigning a friend to make medical decisions in the case I'm too unwell to make treatment issues. It also outlines what treatments I'm willing to go through, like med changes, ECT, and that I can't be put in isolation in the event I am very ill. You might want to discuss that with your family doctor and family memberrs if possible.
The pharmacist at CVS said you should it at bedtime? And, the doctor said the same thing? Is that right? This is NOT an arbitrary decision made by your doctor. Correct? Well, you could try taking it at bedtime. If you have nightmares, then maybe you will have to take it earlier. If it makes you sleepy, maybe you take it after dinner instead of at bedtime. If it does not make you tired, then you may be able to take it in the morning. This should be completely specific to how you tolerate the medication. Bedtime, evening, or morning depends on sleepiness, nightmares, and/or no effect. I think if you told her you'd prefer to take it in the evening/morning that you could take it in the evening/morning. You could, in fact, insist on taking it when it makes sense to you if there isn't a valid reason to do otherwise. This is all voluntary. It is all at your discretion. Sure, you're dealing with an authority figure. You're also dealing with your one and only body, your one and only life. You get to make the decisions about that until you prove yourself incapable. I don't think being worried or asking questions or procrastinating is surprising. You'll know more after the first few days. Follow your dosing instructions and see how you feel. I'd be very interested to hear if you get sleepy... The meds will build up and after 6-8 weeks or so, you will reach the level where people can get relief. You can go quite a bit higher than that, too. There's a lot of room with Lamictal, so it's a great shot at stability. Good luck.
I take my Abilify in the A.M. too, I don't get tired now that my system is regulating. I take my Cymbalta in the A.M. also, but it is a small dose.
At night I have worn myself out physically now so sleep issues are for the most part gone. Honestly though before I was so numb from meds that sleeping was never really an issue.
Now the night-terrors still affect me at times. But getting 100% off of Ambien did help considerably. Blessings Be....Tres