i have alot of problems that i feel i cant talk to anyone about.i have heard about bipolar,but dont know alot about it.i jst want to know whats wrong with me.my whole life is falling apart infront of me and i dont know what to do.i have lost most of mine and my parners family members bacause of the way i behaive.i have very bad mood swings,they can be triggered by tiny things.i can be violent sometimes,and very hostile and nasty.i treat people really badly and i cant stop myself from doing it,even though i dont want to be or feel this way it just wont stop.i can be fine and happy for a couple of weeks,then in the next breath i feel like i hate everyone and i go on such a downer.im very anxious and on edge,i worry alot about stupid things,i grind my teeth and pick my nails off with the worry and anxiety.i worry alot about other people and what they think of me,im paraniod thinking people(friends and family)are talking about me behind my back.i get bored very eisely,and when im bored my mind starts racing and i have a million things going on in my head,i wish i could switch my brain off sometimes.my mind is so overactive i talk and walk in my sleep most nights.i am very forgetfull and i do really silly things sometimes,its like my mind is elsewhere.i have that much nonsence going on in my head i havnt got anymore room in there!im very fidgity,i cant sit down for long,im obsessed with my house being clean,i hate clutter,i cant relax unless the room im in is tidy and free of clutter(which is hard coz iv got 2 young children).its like iv got this confidence boost,if someone annoys me,i have to tell them i cant just leave it alone and bite my tounge,i cant relax unless iv had my say.iv nearly had car crashes because if someone overtakes me while driving,i feel that i have to do something which usually results in me driving like a loony!the way i feel is taking over my whole life and is affecting everyone in my life.i just dont know what to do.i need to sort it quick before i loose everyone.there used to be a line that iwouldnt cross to upset people,i dont know where that line is now,i dont know when to stop.any advise on this would be greatly appreciated.