Hi all,
I am so embarrased to post this but I need the experience of people going thru this stuff..I am diagnosed with ocd but my psychologist is hinting that they r not sure about this as it was a few years ago..there has been a big shake up at my local psychiactric outpatients dept..I find that I am up and down mood wise like at various times of the day with some days better than others..I have depressive times when I get stuck & can't get out of bed for a few days at a time..the worst problem is during my ovulation period..I get super interested in sex way more than normal..I really feel sick saying this but I feel like in a sorta dreamlike state where I am half lucid half not..I masturbate like for hours & I flas & masturbate in public places..then afterwards..I eventually calm down but still don't feel right & I remember going through old photo's last night..I don't get it coz I am aware but not..can anyone understand this?? I am so scared of it happening again