Bipolar Disorder is also known as "Manic Depressive Disorder". This forum is for questions and support for people with, or for loved ones of people with Bipolar Disorder. The forum covers topics ranging from Aggressive Behavior, Affect on friends and Family,
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Sleep Disorders
I'm not a doctor, just a fellow person with racing thoughts. Not so much anymore since I have medication now which takes care of that pretty well, after some trial and error. I can certainly understand the fear, confusion and exhaustion you're going through. And at the end you mention needing medication. It sounds like you understand what the problem is and you already know what the solution is. Maybe the piece that's left out is therapy. Have you ever tried that before? That is always so helpful to me to have someone who is there just to listen and will help me figure out solutions and answers to my problems and set goals and then reminds me what they were when I get off track. Just a thought....
needsreaders
My husband just recently taught me the trick to over coming this when trying to go to sleep. Lay perfectly still with eyes closed and count backwards or say the alphabet backwards quietly in your head. Quietly-my brain has a tendency to yell at me, so I have to work to make the inner voice quiet. The monotanous of it will relax you and help you go to sleep. It also keeps your mind occupied so that the thoughts have no place to race.
I'm not a dr either, just a fellow wanderer!
Dac
When I cant sleep because of them or the noise in my head I take Valium which works for me as well.