I am going through some tough times right now. Feb 28 is the first anniversary of my brother's death. My whole family is depressed, including me. It gets worse at night. I get suicidal and I have panic attacks. My family is going to disney world on the 7th of Feb and I am very nervous about flying. I think that is a part of my panic attacks. I just switched insurance plans and my psychiatrist is not on the list. I don't feel like starting over! My therapist is out of the office today because of Martin Luther King Jr Day.
Does anybody have any suggestions on dealing with the suicidal thoughts and panic attacks?
I am on meds and they don't seem to be working right now (cymbalta, zyprexa, ativan). I was doing so good just a couple of days ago. This came out of nowhere. Everyone was commenting on how good I was doing and now I am right back where I started from. Sometimes I think this disease is too much for me!
Any advice would be much appreciated. Thank you in advance!