Is something wrong with me?

[oopiblu]

I have been having a lot of difficulty controlling my emotions (having mood swings) . I have become a lot angrier lately and for no apparent reason or the slightest thing that really  should not upset me, sets me off. This is becoming a problem because I have begun to take it out on those around me.  This makes me feel terrible because the people around me see me as this amazing person. Sometimes I become extremely unhappy, have irrational thoughts of being unwanted, and have recurring suicidal thoughts, which happen when I start spending too much time alone, but it is beginning to happen even when I am surrounded by people.

I don’t really know what I’m looking for… suppose I just wanted to know if it is possible that I have a personality disorder or if I am just a moody person and over reacting.

[ILADVOCATE]

Bipolar also causes these same emotional changes including episodes of anger. Only a psychiatrist could provide an exact diagnosis but it would be worth seeing one.

[lozzdog]

I completely understand how you feel. I still struggle with the exact same thing. I was diagnosed with clinical depression and anxiety I still dont know if that is really was i have but the steps that I have taken to get my life back on some sort of straight and narrow road have been a massive help. You should go and see a doctors and talk about your feelings. When I was going through what you are describing my mood swings killed any good relationship I had in one year I lost so much and the trouble I put my friends through did a lot of damage.  

[oopiblu]

I plan on seeing someone when I get back to school in August. Thanks for the advice.