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Whats wrong with me?

Okay, so I'm 17, My sisters are like my best friends, I have an amazing boyfriend, and my friends and family are always there for me. I've just had a heart operation and well that's just one of the things that's gone wrong with me. I know my life sounds peachy but I've been through a lot of sh*it in the past few years. I know I should be happy, I mean I have no reason not to be. But my mood swings are so out of control, I can be happy all day at work but then cry my eyes out when I get home. I used to self harm, from when I was about 13 and have only just stopped about 2 months ago. I still want to do it all the time, but I'm trying really hard to fight it. I'm sick of being happy then sad, then angry. Sometimes I'll do or say stupid things that feel right at the time, but the next day I'll wake up and feel like I'm reminiscing on a drunken night....what could be wrong with me?
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Possibly depression.  I would talk to your family doctor or a psychiatrist.  If anything else is of concern to them they will be better able to help.  I would make seeing someone a priority.

Good luck.
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