hi my name is Maddie, i am 18 years old i turn 19 in December. i am about to finish my first semester at tangaza college (in Nairobi Kenya). I start my exams next week. i am a doing a certificate program me. meaning i will finish next year may. To be honest, i hate this college. I am doing youth studies which includes psychology and addictive behavior. I am thinking about discontinuing my studies when my finish these exams. My mental issues have really affected my studies, i have learned that psychology and helping the youth isn't my path or in my blood. so even when i Finnish this course i will not use this, because when i am done i wanted to major in fashion full time. That is the only thing in the world where i feel i can be somebody. I cant make it next semester, any way im just an average student. I also checked that i have BPD and my counselor said i worry too much (anxiety). Next semester i have to do a research on qualitative, i wont have enough time and they load us with s many courses. My anxiety and panic attacks got worse because of this. besides the course on qualitative data i did this semester i just got an F on the test and a C on the assignments that count i don't know about the propsoal though, but it wont matter these hard things don't go with me as a person. Im tired, stressed. and i get nauseous so much, its hard to eat. the headaches are bad as well. I self harm alot. So i just need help on my decision, should my discontinue and move to something where i think i may be happy?. Thank you.
The Content on this Site is presented in a summary fashion, and is intended to be used for educational and entertainment purposes only. It is not intended to be and should not be interpreted as medical advice or a diagnosis of any health or fitness problem, condition or disease; or a recommendation for a specific test, doctor, care provider, procedure, treatment plan, product, or course of action. Med Help International, Inc. is not a medical or healthcare provider and your use of this Site does not create a doctor / patient relationship. We disclaim all responsibility for the professional qualifications and licensing of, and services provided by, any physician or other health providers posting on or otherwise referred to on this Site and/or any Third Party Site. Never disregard the medical advice of your physician or health professional, or delay in seeking such advice, because of something you read on this Site. We offer this Site AS IS and without any warranties. By using this Site you agree to the following Terms and Conditions. If you think you may have a medical emergency, call your physician or 911 immediately.